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Gut Feels

by Johny Brown

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1.
THE OLD HOPEFULS Here I am again Mildly stinking up the stage Putting on my best act Hoping for another crack At what I failed at first time around When those damn critics hounded me out of town But no young hack can ever put me down I’m back again with this new truth I’ve found That everything comes around and around and around and around Hey, you’re an old hopeful too Only slightly less hopeless it’s true All the things that other old hopefuls do Are the very things that we all go through We draw on this fact we failed first time around When those damn audiences hounded us out of town But no one ever can put us down We’re back again with this new truth we’ve found That everything comes around and around and around and around We die on stages like this, night after night after night We kill ourselves for a good review The empathy is in the blood and broken bones That sense of being watched whilst feeling totally alone We are the old hopefuls We are the old hopefuls We are the old hopefuls And I swear the day I win the lottery I will buy the entire world of the supernatural and the reality of the unseen just for you, all for you, all for you….
2.
PIGEON GATHERINGS We huddle on your rooftops We mingle in your squares We colonise your statues We have been here for years We compete with the gull and the fox Over the meagre pickings of a takeaway box The grease the bones the smears the lies Then we just take to the skies You call us rats with wings But you don’t know a thing Other preening birds can sing Who cares We congregate under railway arches Or pair up on the new glass towers Under energy intensity light Sometimes we get to shit on your advertising hoardings Fetid black dropping on bleached white smiles Still it’s not the end of the world We all know who is responsible for that You call us rats with wings But you don’t know a thing Other preening birds can sing Who cares We serenade the bin men who clean your streets And we see the invisibles still, tom o bedlam and all We claw through your drains Scratching for loose grain Sometimes we get to fly And then a Peregrine Falcon takes us out the sky
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PUNK BADGES This is nothing to do with 999 Nor past obsessions with Metal Urbaine Forget for a moment Stinky Toys The Drones and the Worst and Manicured Noise I’ve put a pin through my madness I know exactly how I feel I don’t need to say a thing It’s here on my lapel for the world to see I just walk down the street I just walk down the street Punk Badges Punk Badges Punk Badges Punk Badges This is everything to do with Pussy Riot Any soul who refuses to keep quiet Locks of hair falling on Iranian ground I embody all these feelings that I’ve found I’ve put a pin through my madness I know exactly how I feel I don’t need to say a thing It’s here on my lapel for the world to see I just walk down the street I just walk down the street Punk Badges Punk Badges Punk Badges Punk Badges Punk Badges Punk Badges Punk Badges Punk Badges
4.
MY HEART BLEEDS FOR YOU My heart is like a toxic landslide A lying slag with nowhere to hide My heart is like creeping surveillance A bad truth revealed by time My heart bleeds for you My heart bleeds for you My heart is like an unread writer Whose bitter words effect meaningless pain My heart is like a failing friendship Whose past was in love whose future is in vain My heart bleeds for you My heart bleeds for you One day I will care for this world Pray for moments that are golden But for now I drown with all the other ugly shits Deceive myself with the short-term fix the brutal hit the jagged slit the empty pit My heart is like the death of style Of corrupt lies told through perfect smiles My heart is like that silent march of deadly soldiers A virus sickening in stealth, invisible vile
5.
OUR RAINCOATS We all knew the night and what it meant to be out there in our raincoats We walked to each-others homes through alienating zones in our raincoats And sat around each-others rooms, under bare blue electric bulbs in our raincoats Listening to vital crucial albums that would last through all of time in our raincoats We listened to the Raincoats in our raincoats And we listened to the Passions too But mostly we were waiting for the Fall We were always just waiting for the Fall Distant stars had famous blue raincoats Ours were faded green from army surplus stores Dog eared well- thumbed tattered paperbacks in the pockets of our raincoats We walked through Northern Cities oblivious to the rain in our raincoats Our raincoats spoke of eternal things but they only lasted a summer By winter we were wearing bum freezer jackets and end of pier soiled white drill shorts As we listened to the great white funk of A Certain Ratio and made uncertain adjustments to our lives
6.
MY SAILOR SUIT AND HAT So I never came home for tea A world of adventure claimed me I was never going to be happy So I remained out here lost at sea Ports have been exhausted The days pass by so quick Oysters now are toxic things But the pearl is still my world The albatross near extinct, old adventurers scarce All the old crew have gone One or two died some changed others moved on Me, I can’t turn back Until the day I find some stupid gold Or heal the burning wound within my wanting soul Ports have been exhausted The days pass by so quick Oysters now are toxic things But the pearl is still my world
7.
THE STRAIGHT LIFE The straight life A thing to behold Never letting anybody down Who’d want to stray Reasonable adjustment Manage expectations Angels despair of poets no more Those days are gone This is the straight life This is the straight life This is the straight life Nice shirt, nice tie The straight life Does as it’s told Never letting anybody down Fools want to play Plan for all seasons Stay within reason Angels despair of poets no more Those days are gone This is the straight life This is the straight life This is the straight life Nice shirt, nice tie
8.
DISGRUNTLED EMPLOYEE Crap Hair Got nothing good to wear Bad year My prospects are bare In the gig economy Disgruntled employee Going to take a hit of DMT Going to take a hit of DMT Too old All my good stuff has been sold So cold So, so cold In the gig economy Disgruntled employee Going to take a hit of DMT Going to take a hit of DMT Going to take a hit of DMT Going to take a hit of DMT Going to take a hit of DMT Going to take a hit of DMT
9.
I’D LOVE TO BE A CHARACTER IN ONE OF YOUR BAD TATTOOS Brutal attraction Barbaric kisses The bleach you brushed on your arm Hoping to remove those old bad tattoos That you suddenly decided Were not for you But I’d love to be a character In one of your bad tattoos Before you have them erased From an indifferent public gaze Who is to say What is right And what we get wrong? You know who you are Life is cheap And love so precarious We have one moment And then it is gone But I’d love to be a character In one of your bad tattoos These figures are heroic to me Inky skinny symbols of moments more free Queens and kings and jacks and spades Twelve dirty bullets on your chest will never fade We should go and rob the last high street bank that remains Inject 24 billion channels of television trash in our veins Do anything that the characters in bad tattoos do And I’d like to do these bad things badly with you But I’d love to be a character In one of your bad tattoos I need a feckless adventure today Something stupid that I can claim I love the blotted scars On my body so crude Fading badges old Of a wayward attitude You be you still please And let me be me In age let’s hold on to our adverse singularity, Singularity
10.
SUNDAY MORNING PEOPLE I found a photo of us in a car boot sale On a Sunday morning in the Dalston rain Just a moment caught forever Of some kind of love and our good times together The photo fills me with joy the beat smile on your face Such a profound thing I swear I hear angels sing It makes me so glad we are still together Let’s close the door and just like Mo, we’ll make the night last forever

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released February 14, 2023

Johny Brown
Katy Carr
David Coulter
Lee Stapleford
Jon Clayton
Recorded and Produced by Jon Clayton at One Cat

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